Thursday, April 28, 2005

OnE

affirmative may be justified
take from one give to another
the goal is to be unified
take my hand be my brother
the payment silenced the masses
sanctified by oppression
unity took a back seat
sliding further into regression
one .. o one
the only way is one
one .. o one
the only way is one

i feel angry i feel helpless
want to change the world, yeah
i feel violent i feel alone
don't try and change my mind, no

society blind by color
why hold down one to raise another
discrimination now on both sides
seeds of hate blossom further
the world is heading for mutiny
when all we want is unity
we may rise and fall, but in the end
we meet our fate together
one .. o one
the only way is one
one .. o one
the only way is one

i feel angry i feel helpless
want to change the world, yeah
i feel violent i feel alone
don't try and change my mind, no

+++ Artist: Creed +++ Track: One +++ Album: My Own Prison +++

Monday, April 25, 2005

TotaLLy f***** up daY

part 1 had a presentation at 8 am 2day, which carried solid 10 out of 100 marks in final exam, thts 2 grades, man. n i cudnt b thr 2 do da presentation. i cudnt find any cng or cab dis mornin .... da bus came 40 min late. it ws a grp presentation, my grp members did da presentaion without me .... well they had 2, they had no other option.............. n most pathetic, i ws da one who prepared da slides. i don know if i shud cry or wat .................... .. just fucked ... part 2 after class in da evenin me n muktadir went 2 nilkhet. on da way, i mean while ridin in da bus ..... thr ws a beautiful chick. we had 2 stand as thr ws no seat empty. i ws determined tht i m gonna sit by her n start flirtin ... whn i get da chance. da moment came 4 me 2 sit by her .... but da other passengers were gettin down thn .... so i had 2 wait .... dis fuckin magi came frm nowhr ... n said --- excuse me, jayga den plz --------- fuck .... she had a lot of space 2 go ... still ......... i had no other way but 2 go back a little. n for her i missed da chance 2 sit by tht chick. man ............. i ws so pissed. n more pissed cuz .... she ws also givin me looks ... so had a good chance 4 startin a conversation. fuckin shit ....... so ... u c, 2day definitely isnt a day i like 2 cherish 4 da rest of my life..............:- (((((

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Xm ahead, out of cash

final starts frm 8th of nxt month, prep zero % .... my midterm result wsnt tht gud tooo. plus loads of asgns, prjs at my hand .... don know whn i m gonna finish dose. now .. money prob. i don get it ..... how da hell did i spend all i had dis month ...n da month isnt over yet??? how how .... how man. i think i spend da most money in da last 2 months ..... man i m neva gonna grow up. i just cant do any savings. fuck me. i got only 500 tk in my pocket for da nxt 7 dayz :-(

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Every u every mE

Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up, our passion's spent
My hearts a tart, your body's rent
My body's broken, yours is spent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed
Cuz there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Sucker love, a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
Cuz there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every Me...hee

Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heavens sake
There's never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
Cuz there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every Me...hee
Every me and every you
Every Me...hee
Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every Me...hee
Every me and every you
Every Me...hee (x4)


..... just a lyrics i happen 2 like.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Big sim

bot djuice 2day .... but havnt got any set yet 2 use it .... damn it. i thot miah bhaia had atleast one xtra in his home. but it isnt wotkin. got loads of work left .... havnt done nethin yet ..... wat da hell m i gonna do in dis sem, God knows.

Monday, April 18, 2005

HorribLe concerT

well .... i went 2 dis djuice concert 2day .... n my god, it ws terrible. 1st of all da show started way 2 late n we had 2 sit on da open field 4 hrs under da scrochin sun. black ws simply horrible, a total flop. thn came da indian idolz ... whom i so much hate. miles ws gr8 as usual ... silk route ws very gud tooo but they came 2 stage very late, cudnt stay 2 c their whole performance, shit man ... n i went thr only 2 c silk route n miles. damn it. da crowd ws horrible ... dis gal whom i talked over da phn ... also went thr .. she wanted 2 meet me ..... i ws so damn exhausted n da crowd so horrible dat i didnt hav da energy 2 do so. so i didnt. i think she is gonna b real pissed. but hey, who cares .... not tht xcited 2 meet her neway. just so damn tired now ... my legs r achin .... need 2 doze off.

I hav had perfectly wonderful dayz, but ...

... but since da pahela baishakh i m havin such lousy dayz. i don know feel so bored all of a sudden. i think i need a break frm all dis usual crapy stuffs. need 2 go somewhr abroad like even jeddah may b. just fed up man, just fed up. God knows whn its gonna b over. oh ... well, gotta run now. hav a class 2 catch.

Sunday, April 17, 2005

SLeepy daY

i hav been sleepin almost da whole day .... i don know y --- i had a gud ni8 sleep, but still i ws sleepin in every class. i ws even jharified by bushra miss 4 tht .... well she wsnt seriously doin tht. she is a kewl teacher -- i gotta admit tht. o .... n thr ws a food festival held in our uni 2day. didnt eat tht much tho --- ws tooooo sleepy .... lolz. as 4 now ... i really gotta start doin da j2me prj ---- or else i m really screwed dis time.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Funny thing .... sms, i mean ..... lolz

a funny thing happenned 2 day. i hav been gettin miss calls frm some aktel number for dayz .... on da day of pahela baishakh .... an sms also came wishin me shuvo noboborsho. i replied wishin da same n also asked who it ws. newayz .... 2day an sms came while i ws in our cultural prog ..... sayin .... "lets dance ...... its da time 2 disco". i replied in a +ve approach n also asked for identity ..... well in a romantic way ... da ans thn came .... it ws frm rohan, got it rohan ----- lolz. i ws thinkin at da moment tht i wud giv a -ve ans, o he also asked 4 my name. now i m thinkin y don i play dis rohan guy ..... hehehe. i m gonna ask mithu, a frnd of mine, 2 take over ........... hahahhaha. he can do chicks voice real gud ... i mean literally ................... lolz.

Oshuvo noboborsho

ya ... dis noboborsho ws a crapy one .... n i mean it. da thing is i neva really njoyed a nobo borsho in traditional bengali way ..... as i ws brot up abroad. dis time i really wanted 2 mostly cuz nxt yr i may not b in bd (will try 2 go abroad 4 higher studies) .. newayz i did da plannin wit 2 of my fnrds --- lemon n sadi. n my god, ws it a terrible mistake. lemon slept whole day n sadi ... he talked on phn ..... frnds, my ass. i m really pissed dis time esp on lemon. cuz he has been my frnd for a while .... wateva ..... fuck thm.

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