¿ ŋάkзđ ļŭŋĉħ

ws tryin 2 remeber dis lyf philosophy i created on ma own ... which i said to a frnd of mine couple of weeks ago. but da prob is nuthns comin up into ma mind. cnt even remmeber wat i said.

last ni8 an old frnd cald n i cudnt remember sum stufs abt her, i mean she ws talkin abt sumthn ... n i ws lyk realy!! den she said sumthn lyk, wat do u mean realy, u already knew dis!! she gt a bit pissd .. dat i cud undrstnd.

cudnt work, just slept n watchd movies ..... still nt feelin ne better. yesterday kinda lost it. burst into rage wit a frnd of mine .............. m i okey? no, isnt it obvious. do i need help? mayb. can nebody help me out? mayb. do i want to talk abt it wit sumbody? fuckin no. why? dnt fuckin kno. so wat does it say abt me?? nuthn except dat i m fuckin screwd n putn maself in a shit hole. n dats bad, realy bad. need to clear ma head. need to find a way to make dese shitty feelins b gone. just dunno how. but hei nt askin for nebody's help orit. evrybody fuck off. leave me to maself.