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ma last presentation in undergrad level ......................... done wit it. no more undergrad craps. wel gotta submit sum reports if required. other than dat ...... i m kinda done wit grad. its overrrrrrrrrrrrr. yaappppyyyyyyyy. slept lyk 1 and half hour last ni8. today i had two presentations. n durin da 2nd demo ....... i ws soooo high, man!! i mean ws lyk screwin wit da keybord n mouse n doin stufs infront of da whole audience ..... witout actually noticin or thinkin nethn. hehehe. whn dey were askin questions, half of da words got lost sumwhr .. hehe ... i mean it ws lyk i ws in sum oder world. lolz. newayz ..... all it matters is i m done wit da grad in BRAC uni. yahooooooooooooooooooooooo.

der is a first tym to evrythng ri8. wel today ws ma first tym being hijackd, lolz. today as in monday, since its already after midni8. i ws on ma way to home. it ws lyk 10.15pm or sumthn. ws in a rickshaw. nw dis two oder guys, who were in anoder rickshaw, ws tryin to make a conversation wit me. didnt pay ne heeds, told da rickshawala to go faster. wel he did. but nt fast enuf or he ws wit dem too. dey cot up wit ma rickshaw. unfortunately nt much ppl ws around as it shud hav been considerin da tym. so dis guy came up to me ... showd his gun. askd ma name, wat did i do, told he does drugs n stufs. der were oder 4 or 5 of dem around. so der ws nuthn much to do on ma part. he told me to giv him wateva i hav. i first got ma mobile out. wel i had two mobiles, one nokia n one sony ericsson .... in diff pockets. took da ericsson out n askd him if i cud take da sim out. he said later i cn call him up n take it ... or in oder words da answer ws no. den he askd for money. told him didnt hav much. n brot out ma wallets (alwayz kip two wallets) ... had lyk 50 or 60 tk in total may b. he took da money. n said if i had nethn else. he also told if dey chkd n found nethn else, it wudnt b a good thng. stil i took da risk of nt sayin nethn abt da nokia. just told dem .. ws a std ... besyds its end of day, so didnt hav much. den dey let me go. dats abt it. nice huh. lolz. dunno wat shud i do ... luf or wat?? i mean goin thru all dese shits already. n nw dis. n u kno wat, bot dat mob wit ma own money. hehe n nw its gone. wat else, lyf is just being so generous to me, i shud b thnkful .. shund i?? u kno wat, i dnt even feel nethn abt being hijackd. i mean dnt feel dat i just lost sumthn. n i dnt even feel sorry or nethn. its lyk it ws nuthn. cuz sumthn more shitty is realy realy boderin me. i mean dis hijackin is literally nuthn compared to dat. hmmmmm, thnx God .. u r just gr8. truly u r. thnk u for evrythn.

n dis is to ma frnds n ppl who knows ma number, wont b able to reach me in ma bangla link number nemore. only aktel nw. 

lyf .... sumtyms so messy dat u dunno wat 2 think or do. yeah i m loosin maself. nuthns ri8. newayz downloaded dis song called tired of being sorry by ringside. dis song is da only thing dats kipin me calm actually.

oh n here is da lyrics ....

I don’t know why 
You want to follow me tonight
When the rest of the world
With whom I’ve crossed and I’ve quarreled
Let’s me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don’t want to fight
I’m tired of being sorry

Chandler and Van Nuys
With all the vampires and their brides
We’re all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don’t want to fight
I’m tired of being sorry
I’m standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away – so outer space
I’ve trashed myself – I’ve lost my way
I’ve got to get to you

realy nice song, listen 2 it. its good.

havin prob concentratin on ma works for dis shity thing goin on. its kinda personal. so cant write abt it here. today ws one of ma nt so good mornings. had a huge fight wit dad over da phn. o well. all dese works piled up. n i cnt even put maself together. phuck!!

today i gave da crapiest xm eva in ma lyf. dis ws da first tym i had to worry abt pass marks. just hope dat i pass .... gonna be dooooomed oderwise. i mean dis is supposed to be ma last sem. n i dnt wanna fail at dis moment. no way. hopin for da best :(

tuesday, december 20, 2005 :: 1.32 pm .... a total of 1981 mails in ma gmail inbox :P 1981 is da year i ws born ... y m i writin dis nonsense? no idea :D

ws takin prep for dis fuckin borin sub ... graphics, orit ... at ma frnds place. in da middle of our study, rememberd dis realy funny mail dat our course teacher sent us. lolz. here is da mail ....

All CSE423 Students,
 
I should say you have cut a (very) sorry figure in the last quiz. You did not practice what i'v said in the class. not it? However, I think you can easily recover from the last one in the next one. Dont forget to practice the solved exercises and dont expect to be a client (client-server paradigm) in the exam.
For the compensation of the last quiz, a home assignment is being posted here. Solved it within this week and submit it to me in written and soft copy.
Best of luck.
 
-Ashraf
Course Teacher

dis teacher, we call him AKA, is realy a big joke. and a pain in da ass. n dis is to AKA himself, if u eva read dis blog .... just wanna say nuthn personal. n if u c it bfore givin ma grades ... den plz dnt fail me atleast :P i wanna get outta BRAC uni a.s.a.p.

nuthn much dese dayz. same old same old. shitty stufs. final is on 21st n i dunno da syllabus yet. lolz. wat else, oh yeah i m broke, again :P ... cnt buy dvds, ma call crdt is zero. wats new, ri8.

oh one more thng ... ma sista's bday ws on 16th. dats also our national day. kewl huh :) well happy bday sis. wish u all da best. luv ya. n miss u a lot. many happy returns of da day :))

Just two months ago, Raquel Pacheco was making a living as a high-end call girl, turning tricks with up to five men a day in an apartment in a swank neighborhood of Sao Paulo, Latin America's financial hub.

Back then she went by her nom de guerre, Bruna Surfistinha, or Bruna the Surfer Girl. She has since left the business and become a best-selling author who spends her days rushing to interviews, promoting her book on the radio and appearing on late-night TV talk shows.

Her book, "The Sweet Venom of the Scorpion: The Diary of a Call Girl," is a vivid account of the three years that the 21-year-old Pacheco spent selling her body for money. Written in the slang of a middle-class teen-ager from Sao Paulo, it is part diary, part blog and even offers how-to tips for readers looking to spice up their sex lives.

In just over a month, it has sold some 30,000 copies and is already in its third edition -- a huge success in a country where only a fraction of the population reads books. It also ranks third on Brazil's bestseller list for nonfiction books, neck and neck with international hits like "Freakonomics" by Steven D. Levitt and Stephen J. Dubner.

Though Brazil is the world's largest Roman Catholic country, sex is far from a taboo subject. Brazilians of all social classes frequently flaunt their sexuality, donning skimpy clothing even in formal settings. X-rated magazines hang in plain sight at newsstands. The government distributes free condoms as part of its AIDS prevention program. And prostitution is legal, although pimping is not.

Still, the book's success was a surprise to Pacheco, who turned to prostitution after running away from home when she was 17 and now lives with her boyfriend, a former customer.

"I thought people would be curious, not necessarily about my life, but about the life of a call girl," she said. "But I didn't think the reaction would be like this. I never thought I would be famous."

FROM BLOG TO BOOK

In truth, Pacheco was already flirting with fame before her book. Lonely and eager to vent, she started writing about her experiences with customers in a blog that became so popular it was profiled in several Brazilian magazines. These days the site (http://www.brunasurfistinha.com/blogs/) rarely focuses on sexual escapades, but it still gets about 20,000 hits a day.

It was the blog that drew publishers to Pacheco, who had boasted on the site that she was writing a book. She rejected three offers to put her story in print before finally signing with a small publishing house called Panda Books, which hired a journalist to help her organize her ideas into a book.

"Once I started reading the blog, I was hooked," said Marcelo Duarte, the book's publisher. "It had all the ingredients of a good soap opera -- family drama, love stories and lots of sex."

Duarte thought it would be popular with men, but he did not imagine that the story of a prostitute would be such a big hit with women, who have been buying the book in droves.

Still, Rosely Sayao, a psychologist who studies sexual behavior, said the book's popularity among women makes sense.

"The idea of a call girl, of a prostitute, is something that many women fantasize about," she said. "Women want to be a lover to their partner, and in many people's minds, a prostitute is someone who knows how to be the perfect lover."

The book has also raised eyebrows overseas. Duarte is in talks to publish it in Portugal and Spain, and is entertaining offers to sell the rights to turn it into a movie.

That possibility prompted one Brazilian web site to ask its readers in a survey who should play Pacheco on the big screen. The top pick was soap opera star Mel Lisboa, who became famous playing a teen-age vixen who seduced an older man.

With money in the bank and a bestseller on her resume, Pacheco says she plans to finish high school and go to college to study psychology. She also wants to find a job but worries she will have a hard time getting hired because of her past.

"I don't know if I'm going to be accepted," she said. "Even though I'm not a prostitute anymore, in some people's eyes I still am."

[ source: Prostitute tells all in bestseller ]