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"Don't throw anything away.
... you'll never need to delete another message."

this is what gmail says .. isnt it? well phuck u gmail. u lyin son of a bitch. today i proved u rong. ma mailbox showed i ws usin 100% of ma gmail .. which ws lyk 2688 mb. i cudnt send mail to ma frnds cuz dis gmail msg popped up n said i exceeded ma storage, so i cnt send ne mails. well ma question is y da hell shud i worry abt storage, since u guys made a commitment to us dat we dnt hav to delete ne of our mails, didnt u? u phuckin faggots .. dnt make promises u cnt kip.

forgot da pass 4 ma private blog. cnt remember nehw. damn it. PHUCK!! dis so annoyin ......

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON. It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

[ found it in sum grp mail ]

had two terrible dreams last ni8. one i hav no idea wat ws it abt, a total blank. and da oder which is da later one .... i do remember very clearly. well nt gonna ri8 abt it here :P ... but it wsnt good at all. took me around half an hour just to snap out of it. i m kewl now. for sum reason i feel better after da dream. dunno why. ummm guessin sumthn, its a secret tho lolz. well wateva ... feel better, dats all wat matters nw.

hate kids. dese cuzins ... i mean dey r nw in ma room ... n i m goin crazy. cnt do nethn tho ... cuz dey r in good terms wit ma fam. n most of all dey r guests. but i so wanna kick dem outta ma room ri8 nw. good for nothin, pain in da ass. sounds rude huh. wat da hell ... i just cnt stand kids roamin around n buggin me all da tym. i m so fuckin pisd ri8 nw.

it ws day bfore yesterday. talk abt how obsessd i get sumtyms. took da dawson's creek 1st season dvd frm a buddy of mine. unfortunately sum of da episodes were messd up. cudnt watch dem. n i got so restless dat i kinda decided i m gonna buy da 1st season nxt day. while thinkin dat i ws chkin out der official site. dey put up portions of da scripts on da site okey. n i started readin dose scripts ... read da whole 1st season script just cuz i cudnt c da episodes. whn i told dat buddy of mine abt dis .... he ws lyk .. wat da ... lolz. i askd him if it ws creepy, he said definitely, hehe.

Ooooooh - stop

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind
Where is my mind
Where is my mind

Way out in the water
See it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Carribean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fish
But they told me, he swears
Tryin' to talk to me to me to me

Where is my mind
Where is my mind
Where is my mind

Way out in the water
See it swimmin' ?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind
Where is my mind
Where is my mind

Ooooh
With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Ooooh
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Ooooh
Ooooh

by pixies ... realy realy lykd da song. may b cuz lately i m kinda askin maself da same question -- whr is ma mind?? nt quite maself dese days.

yesterday ws fun. nt bad. shot sum pool after quite a while. got realy lousy at da game. hehe. still me n ma frnd won :P .... den crashed into esha's place all of a sudden ... me n ma frnds lolz. told her dat i brot her a present orit. she ws lyk u shudnt hav n stufs. den whn i showed her wat i brot ... which ws a piece of egg lolz ... she ws literally speechless for a moment, didnt kno wat to say ... hahahha. nice huh :P wat else .... oh yeah on our way bak home frm uttara .... da bus we were in almost caught fire, if da spark ws a bit closer to da fuel tank ... den it cud hav gone booooooom. and oh yeah ... i ws high all day lolz.

just had to rite sumthn. ws abt to close ma eyes, go to sleep. n all of a sudden ma weird n creepy mind ws sayin --- get up u stupid ass n rite it down. so i got up, nw i m ritin. but rite down wat? seems lyk one of dose black outs i hav. one minute i m sumwhr thinkin abt sumthn realy deep, da next minute i dnt even remember wat i ws thinkin abt. its all blank. well ws listenin to dis song calld photograph by nickel back. good song, luv it. guess der mi8 b sumthn da has got to do wit da theme of dis song ... sumthn abt memories bak door. nt sure. ummm, sounds so far away frm sanity.

dis just popped up in ma head again. been thnkin abt it nw n den for last couple of weeks. its me. sumtyms its realy confusin just understndin me. wat do i want. who i trust. who i hate. wat i wanna do. u kno dese stufs. sumtyms i m nt sure who i m realy. der r loads of stufs i been kipin deep insyd me. n i just dnt share it. dunno why. just dnt feel lyk it. here is anoder thng ... i pretty much giv realy good solutions to ma frnds' probs. but whn it comes to ma own twisted stufs .... i go nuts. wel dats wat usually happens ri8. ppl get confusd whn it comes to solvin der own probs. so dey seek for help, ask a frnd for advice. but me, on da oder hand, cnt do dat. i rarely talk abt ma probs. sumhw it gets buried wit lot of oder stufs i been kipin to maself. just cnt open up completely.

lately found out dat i posses dis strange skill or power wateva u call it ... to hide maself whneva i want. i cn instantly chnge ma image. i cn make ppl thnk da way i want dem to thnk abt me. did i make ne sense? i do dat, hw often i hav no idea. just didnt notice it all dis tym. its lyk i m thnkin sumthn ... but i dnt show it. i gracefully put it aside sumwhr sumhw. n its gone. dnt look bak to thnk abt it except for tyms lyk dis. whn evrythn flashes bak randomly n realy fast. dis is whr i get lost, cnt kip track.

dese dayz dnt feel lyk doin nethn. i m plain bored of dis lyf. may b all dis is just a non sense phase. may b all dese will wear off soon. or may b not. its true wat dey say .... lyf's one long insane trip, sum ppl just hav better directions. guess i aint one of dose ppl.

eid mubarak to u all :)) njoy, hav fun ..