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today ws ma midterm n it ws horrible. basically for two reasons ---- one, lousy prep as usual (as in i didnt study) :P ... and two, broke ma glasses, so i cudnt even take a peek at ma frnds xm sheet, lolzzz. newyz . dnt feel bad abt it tho ... so aint gonna blab abt it nw :P

now .. lets c .. wats been up n down in da past few dayz in ma lyf. hmmm ..... wel, i went 2 A&W two tyms already in da last week .... dey gave dis 'eat all u can' offer for ramadan. dat reminds of da second day at A&W ... oi boi .... it ws worthet allri8. it ws lyk 'eat all u can & c all u can' offer, lolz. i mean lots of hot chicks came in dat day :P ... it ws prolly thursday. n one of dem ws so hot ...... i mean she ws one of da very few who fall in da extremely beautiful n sexy category. she ws sumthn man, lolz.

..... m so tired ri8 now .... cant ri8 nemore now.

its almost 3 in da mornin ....... and i aint prepared enuf 4 tomorows, i mean todays meetin wit ma thesis co-ordinator. i m fuckd big tym man. i wish i cud concentrate just once ..... dat wud hav been enuf. i know if i cud just for once put ma head into ma thesis work, i wud hav progressed a lot by now --- got dat much confidence. but hw??? hw do i clear ma fuckin mind.

i c darkness ahead of me, ma head all jammd up. cant think strai8. tryin hopelessly 2 get a grip on maself, but all ma efforts r goin in vain. God !! help me out on dis ................. i dunno wat 2 do ...................... show me a sign or sumthn :@ :(

yet anoder bad day. went out wit sum frnds 2 get a load of fresh air .... n instead of feeln better, got into a fi8. i mean not litarally fi8 ... got pissd dat is. i m loosin my temper so easily man.



So close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way
all these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

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never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
so close no matter how far
couldn't be much more from the heart
forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters


listenin 2 dis song ri8 now over n over again ......... n sumhw its makin me feel better, dunno why tho.

for da last couple of dayz ... i feel kinda strange. its lyk a hatred or anger is growin inside me. n i cnt understand y is dis happenin. dnt feel lyk talkin wit nebody. feel disgusted abt almost evrything. loosin my temper very easily wit evrybody. bored lyk hell. n da most annoyin part is ---- i dnt even kno y is dis happenin .... y do i feel so weird?? i just dunno ...... hw 2 get over it. actually da ques is more lyk .... frm wat do i hav 2 get over!! i mean y da fuck do i feel lyk dis??

We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules  from the male side.

These are our rules:
[ Please note ... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! ]

Breasts are for looking at and that is why we do it. Don't try to change that.

Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

Rule 1
Saturday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

Rule 1
Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.



Rule 1
Crying is blackmail.



Rule 1
Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
- Subtle hints do not work!
- Strong hints do not work!
- Obvious hints do not work!
JUST SAY IT!



Rule 1
‘Yes’ and ‘No’ are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.



Rule 1
Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.



Rule 1
A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.



Rule 1
Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.



Rule 1
If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.



Rule 1
If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.



Rule 1
You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both.
If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.



Rule 1
Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.



Rule 1
Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.



Rule 1
ALL men see in only 16 colours, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a colour.
Pumpkin is also a fruit.
We have no idea what mauve is.



Rule 1
If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.



Rule 1
If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.



Rule 1
If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.



Rule 1
When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine, Really.



Rule 1
You have enough clothes.



Rule 1
You have too many shoes.



Rule 1
I am in shape. Round is a shape.



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Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know I have to sleep on the couch tonight, but did you know men really don't mind that, it's like camping.

dis good frnd of mine, naim ............... well, he fell in luv. she is mili, da lucky gal. n i wud hav 2 say lucky naim too. she is a pretty sweet gal. n dey realy look adorable together.

newayz i had a conversation wit him 2day .... u c i dnt believe in dis luv bullshit n stuffs. luv as in .... i m talkin abt a guy n a gal fallin 4 each oder. nt talkin abt luv 4 parents or bro or sis ..... hehehe dat exist i kno, cuz i luv ma family a lot.

well, here it goes .... a portion of da conversatoon .........

mE: whn did u undrstnd .... dat u fell in luv wit her?? naim: i don know.... but kotha bolte boltei fall korsi ..... n i was lil bit weak for her from the begining

mE: wat makes u say dat u luv her .. i mean it cud b u lyk her very much ...... but xplain hw do u kno u luv her?? naim: ummm .... ans is very complicated ... neways i always miss her .. recently i cant think of others except her whtever the others r more beautiful thn her, her everything --- i like most ... the best ans is i cried yesterday as i lost her sms --- i think dis is enough tht i really luv her rather thn just like much mE: yap true

mE: now tel me ..... do u still chk out hot chicks if dey pass by u ..... or do u flirt around .. whn dey flirt too ..... lyk we used 2 do n i stil do :P naim: yeah i chck out but tht is for just one time but i didn flirt yet .... n whn do i try to flirt mili comes infront of me

mE: luv ........... is it beutiful, complicated, pain or wat??? naim: love is beautiful whn i stay with her, talk with her, think abt her ....... love is complicated if u hav problems of understanding each other .......... love is pain whn i miss her very much, whn i hurt her, whn i dream nething bad related to her



dat pretty much sums up our yahoo chat .... hehehe. i neva thot i wud say dis but if dey realy make it n if it turns out 2 b alri8 ... den i mi8 start 2 believe dat dis luv thingy exists .... lolz

newayz .... here is wat i hav 2 say --------- happy 4 u guyz .... wish u guyz all da best n i pray frm ma heart dat u guyz make it all da way :))