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well ... esha n her family is plannin on goin 2 china after dis semester. she asked if i m willin 2 go ... willin 2 go?? i wud neva say no 2 travellin .. hehehe ... especially, when its abroad ... but the problem is i m broke, lol .... so realy need 2 get sum xtra cash by next 15 dayz or sumthin ... man wat 2 do ... now i fuckin so hate me 4 ma clumsy way of expendin, damn it ...

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Her Side of the Story:

He was in an odd mood Saturday night. We planned to meet at a bar for a drink. I spent the afternoon shopping with the girls and I thought it might have been my fault because I was a bit later than I promised, but he didn't say anything much about it.

The conversation was very slow going so I thought we should go off somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately. We went to this restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. I tried to cheer him up and started to wonder whether it was me or something else. I asked him, and he said no. But I wasn't really sure.

So anyway, in the car on the way back home, I said that I loved him deeply and he just put his arm around me. I didn't know what the hell that meant because you know he didn't say it back or anything.

We finally got back home and I was wondering if he was going to leave me!

So I tried to get him to talk but he just switched on the TV. Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to bed. Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and to my surprise, we made love. But, he still seemed really distracted, so afterwards I just wanted to confront him but I just cried myself to sleep. I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I really think he's seeing someone else.



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His Side of the Story:

England lost. Got laid though.

10. "What the fuck was that?" - Mayor of Hiroshima, August 1945
9. "Where did all these fucking Indians come from?" - Custer, 1877
8. "Any fucking idiot could understand that." - Einstein, 1938
7. "It does SO fucking look like her!" - Picasso, 1926
6. "How the fuck did you work that out?" - Pythagoras, 126 BC
5. "You want WHAT on the fucking ceiling?" - Michelangelo, 1566
4. "I don't suppose it's gonna fucking rain." - Joan of Arc, 1434
3. "Scattered fucking showers...my ass!" - Noah, 314 BC
2. "I need this parade like I need a fucking hole in my head!" - JFK, 1963


..... and the one time in history where the "F" word was appropriate ~
1. "Aw c'mon, who the fuck is going to find out?" - Bill Clinton, 1997

ws bz wit mid-terms, so cudnt wri8 4 a while ---- yeah, ri8 ... well, actually just didnt feel lyk wri8in ... hehe.

newayz .. lets c wats new. oh yeah, rice just named me ditch master, lolz. i think i m gonna use it officially, hw abt dat --- hahaha.

yesterday ws ma last mid-term. after xm we went 2 thunderbolt; we meanin me n ma 3 other frnds --- desperate honuman (dat's muktadir), nisthur minhaz n rahat (his nick is still under construction, lolz). we really had fun der, n u kno why?? --- hehehe, chicks ofcoarse n nt just only 1 ... der were 3 of dem worth noticin. wel ... 2 of dem looked realy cute n innocent. dey came in wit der aunt or mom or sumthin. desperate honuman informd us dat dey just gave der As, bt later found out dat he ws just sayin dat 2 get da attention or sumthin, cuz he ws bz n cudnt hav fun lyk us, hehe. newyz .. i lykd 1 of dem more, she ws in a violet dress. flirted wit her 4 a while -- as usual, lol. nisthur minhaz n rahat also joind in da flirtin process .... rahat wit another 1 in dotted white dress. she ws realy cute too. so nisthur minhaz ws left wit another 1 who ws a bit fatty, so he got pisd a bit ... hehehe. ooh, almost forgot 2 mention 1 thing ... at 1 point rahat became realy romantic n evn tried 2 draw her picture at da end, bt cudnt finish it ... lol. so he ws a bit sad .. n 2 add 2 his sadness, he later came 2 know dat desperate honuman also tried 2 flirt wit da 1 he chose n dis made him realy angry, hahaha. i mean he almost threw away ma diary (on which he ws tryin 2 draw).

now da real twist in da cute flirtin process. after a while, came in 2 other chicks n 1 of dem ws damn hot n sexy tho her dress-up ws nethin bt decent, she had only 1 shortcomings n dat ws her face, hahaha. she wsnt good lookin at all. she ws showin off almost evrythin she got, hehehe. n she managed 2 divert our attention 2 her, lolz. n u wanna kno how?? hehehe ... well, she ws showin off her -- u know, hehehe -- evrytym she bowled, hahaha. i told minhaz dat lets do 1 thing --- lets stare at her ... i meant all of us at a tym, hahaha. so we did .... n o boi ... ws she showin off more, hehehe.

all in all, da day ws fun except for 1 thing .... whn da indecent hotty (lolz) went away, we noticd dat da previuos cute ones were a bit dissappointed at us, i mean our image turnd out 2 b bad, n i mean realy bad. think dey were a bit shockd or sumthin, lolz. we den realizd dat we acted lyk such dumbos, i mean definitely dose cute ones were more worthet. wat 2 do, dats us -- i mean guyz -- alwayz doin da wrong things at da wrong moments, hehehe.

i m a kinda music freak, ma frnds kno dat .. bt da strange part abt it is dat -- i cnt sing, more specifically i cnt even sing on ma own, meanin nt even a good bathroom singer, lolz. its weird, i dunno why --- bt i just cnt get da melodies ri8, who m i kiddin -- i cnt even get da words ri8, hahaha ..... i mean it buzzes in ma head, bt just cnt seem 2 get it out ........ lolz. sumtyms dis just pisses me off ... hehehe ......