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ma last presentation in undergrad level ......................... done wit it. no more undergrad craps. wel gotta submit sum reports if required. other than dat ...... i m kinda done wit grad. its overrrrrrrrrrrrr. yaappppyyyyyyyy. slept lyk 1 and half hour last ni8. today i had two presentations. n durin da 2nd demo ....... i ws soooo high, man!! i mean ws lyk screwin wit da keybord n mouse n doin stufs infront of da whole audience ..... witout actually noticin or thinkin nethn. hehehe. whn dey were askin questions, half of da words got lost sumwhr .. hehe ... i mean it ws lyk i ws in sum oder world. lolz. newayz ..... all it matters is i m done wit da grad in BRAC uni. yahooooooooooooooooooooooo.

der is a first tym to evrythng ri8. wel today ws ma first tym being hijackd, lolz. today as in monday, since its already after midni8. i ws on ma way to home. it ws lyk 10.15pm or sumthn. ws in a rickshaw. nw dis two oder guys, who were in anoder rickshaw, ws tryin to make a conversation wit me. didnt pay ne heeds, told da rickshawala to go faster. wel he did. but nt fast enuf or he ws wit dem too. dey cot up wit ma rickshaw. unfortunately nt much ppl ws around as it shud hav been considerin da tym. so dis guy came up to me ... showd his gun. askd ma name, wat did i do, told he does drugs n stufs. der were oder 4 or 5 of dem around. so der ws nuthn much to do on ma part. he told me to giv him wateva i hav. i first got ma mobile out. wel i had two mobiles, one nokia n one sony ericsson .... in diff pockets. took da ericsson out n askd him if i cud take da sim out. he said later i cn call him up n take it ... or in oder words da answer ws no. den he askd for money. told him didnt hav much. n brot out ma wallets (alwayz kip two wallets) ... had lyk 50 or 60 tk in total may b. he took da money. n said if i had nethn else. he also told if dey chkd n found nethn else, it wudnt b a good thng. stil i took da risk of nt sayin nethn abt da nokia. just told dem .. ws a std ... besyds its end of day, so didnt hav much. den dey let me go. dats abt it. nice huh. lolz. dunno wat shud i do ... luf or wat?? i mean goin thru all dese shits already. n nw dis. n u kno wat, bot dat mob wit ma own money. hehe n nw its gone. wat else, lyf is just being so generous to me, i shud b thnkful .. shund i?? u kno wat, i dnt even feel nethn abt being hijackd. i mean dnt feel dat i just lost sumthn. n i dnt even feel sorry or nethn. its lyk it ws nuthn. cuz sumthn more shitty is realy realy boderin me. i mean dis hijackin is literally nuthn compared to dat. hmmmmm, thnx God .. u r just gr8. truly u r. thnk u for evrythn.

n dis is to ma frnds n ppl who knows ma number, wont b able to reach me in ma bangla link number nemore. only aktel nw. 

lyf .... sumtyms so messy dat u dunno wat 2 think or do. yeah i m loosin maself. nuthns ri8. newayz downloaded dis song called tired of being sorry by ringside. dis song is da only thing dats kipin me calm actually.

oh n here is da lyrics ....

I don’t know why 
You want to follow me tonight
When the rest of the world
With whom I’ve crossed and I’ve quarreled
Let’s me down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don’t want to fight
I’m tired of being sorry

Chandler and Van Nuys
With all the vampires and their brides
We’re all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don’t want to fight
I’m tired of being sorry
I’m standing in the street
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away – so outer space
I’ve trashed myself – I’ve lost my way
I’ve got to get to you

realy nice song, listen 2 it. its good.

havin prob concentratin on ma works for dis shity thing goin on. its kinda personal. so cant write abt it here. today ws one of ma nt so good mornings. had a huge fight wit dad over da phn. o well. all dese works piled up. n i cnt even put maself together. phuck!!

today i gave da crapiest xm eva in ma lyf. dis ws da first tym i had to worry abt pass marks. just hope dat i pass .... gonna be dooooomed oderwise. i mean dis is supposed to be ma last sem. n i dnt wanna fail at dis moment. no way. hopin for da best :(