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new philosophy towards lyf, yeah ... chngd ma way of lookin at lyf. no more hopin for da best n all dose bullshits. no more feelin sorry for wat i do or did. no more regrets. from now on ... da only thng dat matters is ---- success or failure, eider i get it done or i get fuckd up. wanna c da worst of thngs. i wanna kno hw fuckin shitty it cn get. giv me all u got. just kip it comin. ready or nt, i m goin for it. lets just c hw fuckd up thngs cn get, lets just c. aint gonna ask why nemore.

"Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you."

just as james blunt had said in his song You're beautiful. except in case of blunt it took place in a subway n she ws wit anoder man, while mine took place in da streets of dhaka n she ws in a rickshaw wit her dad. she ws just too beautiful, just awesome. n her smile, o boi ... dat ws even more amazin. nw why does it matter? i mean, i hav seen lot of beautiful, hot or sexy chicks. wats so unique abt today. well to tell u da truth i m surprised maself. da thing is .... all da gals i hav known or seen so far falls in eider of da two categories --- firends or just timepass (u kno go on couple of dates, hav fun, flirt around .. dat kinda stuff). but dis tym ws a bit different. i mean i had respect for her. yet i ws very attracted to her. it ws lyk .. even i gave up all da flirtin n flings ... it ws worthet as long as i had her wit me. i kno it sounds strange. i mean i dnt kno her, let alone knowin her ... dnt even kno her name, lolz. but she had dat look, dat smile, dat beauty .. dat makes u feel ... i dunno, cnt think of da ri8 word to say. hmmmmmm .. i sound lyk sum nut head, dnt i?? hehehe. strange, huh. weird infact. very weird. man, ws she beautiful. n dats whr comes da reality. i wil neva b wit her. she ws an angel dat passd thru me once in ma lyf ... n i wil neva c her again. but u kno wats so strange, i felt lyk .. a part of me wil always remain empty. a part of me wil always want to b wit her. i felt lyk, no matter whoeva i b wit in future ... i wil still feel empty insyd. guess i m pretty high nw, lolz. realy, dis world we live in is full of strange n weird surprises.

just fuckin pisd ri8 nw. rote a blog few min bak, n whn i tried to post it ... sumthn got screwed up wit da net. nw i hav to write it again. man i m soooooooooooooo pisd, u cnt even imagine ...... tryin to cool down.

all dis weird thots .... wel sum weird n sum nt so weird after all ..... ma point is lots of stuffs goin on ma head lately. n whn i sit down to write abt it, i just cnt. i dunno why ... i simply just cant. dis has neva hapnd to me bfore. its lyk i wanna say sumthn, but da words or da thot got lost sumwhr sumhw. man dis is sooo strange!! wats rong wit me?? think too many thots boderin me ri8 nw, n sumhw dey got all jammd up. need to think of a way to get  dem outta ma head. havnt got da slightest clue how tho ...

If
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8 +1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
L+O+V+E = 12+15+22+5 = 54%
L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47%

(None of them makes 100%)

...............................

Then what makes 100%
Is it Money? ..... No!!!!!
Leadership? ...... NO!!!!

Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our "ATTITUDE".
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes OUR Life 100% Successful ..

A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

Don't you think so ..... !

got ma pc bak last ni8. it seems ok so far, altho it did giv sum same old troubles in da beginnin. dis is funny .... cnt find nethn 2 write abt inspite of da fact dat ma lyf is totally shitty nw. oh well ... dis is adii .. siginin off 4 nw.